ok so many things have changed. the custmers have now been in kinda a fowl mood. and did not go to kats for belly dancing. am writing a poem for the women/mothers of my church. it sounds good so far. am going to go down to umkc morrow morning to get classes for the fall i hope. am still reading night. can only take in so much. and am also reading incubus dreams by laurell k. hamilton. it's part of the anita blake series. am tired. working on a project that robyn asked me to do since she does not knit. and need to make zach and kats mom a hat. know what zach wants. but need to take kats mom out so that she can pick the color and be happy with it instead of me picking it and it just being ok. still tired. would like to find a girlfriend who accepts me as i am and would like to have and relationship with me. still looking. ok so i'm going to go back writing the poem and reading my books night.

five days later chewing on her underwear

ha ha so it is five day later. not chewing on anyones underwear. be kinda gross. but i've heard some pretty strange things so far. reading a book by Elie Wiesel Night. it's good so far. almost done with it. very crazy and thought provoking. talked to ross about gettin those morings off. and he did it. or at least for some of the days. and stacy called and asked when i knew my schdule and i told her on saturday but that i had gotten a sneek peek and that i owuld be free some of the days. sent out the crier today instead of yesterday becasue sally was getting back from esprosina. sorry about the spelling. it's the spanish word for hope. if that helps. and she needed an extra day to get all the things together for the crier. am going to work out with kat morrow morning. doing a belly dance viedo. so that she can lower her blood pressure. and get in shape some. it's been really nice here recently. and the custmers have been realy well behaived for the most part. which is always a really good thing. don't have much else to say for this evening.

ok so it's ben a while since i last updated. ha ha. sorry. ^^;; went to pride last saturday. also bought a rainbow necklace that i've wanted for a long time but never found or knew where to find or if i thought of the place they did not have any or knew what i was talking about. and saw a couple from church. need to tell them that i'm not out to the church yet but that mom knows and is kinda cool about it or what not. am currently at A-kon. having a good time so far. would like to be free for a longer time but it is good. purschaed a bezntine braclet that is rainbow. so now i'm feeling taht i've got enough rainbow stuff and can tone it down a little. ha ha. don't see it happening but at least i can not buy any more rainbows.

so how i found out about pride was i showed an old friend my tat and he asked if i was going to pride and i said i did not know and asked him where it was and so i calle dup karen and asked if whe wanted to come and we went.

nothing much going on meed to tell ross that i want the mornings off for VBS and the like. cause i made a deal. and i need to honor that deal.

taking lots of pics here at a-kon. found a group of ladies who were knitting and joined them while i crotched. had a nice time and got my pic taken twice. ^^ how fun is that. just for being with some cool ladies that were here supporting their childern in what they do. it was awesome. they really had no clue about anime but they were cool in that they were here. there's a silent bob runnning around. and looks just like him. each time i've seen him i've had to do a double take.

so now i'm going to try and end this. ok so far good not thinking of anything else.