update

so i was able to go with mom and amy to see rosemary. it was good to see her. i enjoyed our time. the day after we were home cindy her daughter e-mailed mom and told her that rosemary was in the next stage of care. the hospital bed came back and that she was tiring very quickly. and not sleeping at night.

cousin jannelle had half of her liver taken out. not good thing. they don't know what it was or at least not yet. they sent it off to be biopsied.

so what do you call someone who is more than a friend and less than a lover? so far i've gotten
companions, butt buddies, partners, significant other, o and one more, complicated. none of these are what we are. so what does that make us? cause whenever we go out everyone always assumes that we are together. both of us recently have figured out that we need each other in the others life. we are standing at the door way to lovers, i am looking through it and seeing us together. i would like to see that happen. i don't know what she sees on the other side of the door way. i don't know if she has even thought to look through it just yet because of the many things that are calling for her attention right now she doesn't have the time or energy to do so.

had my first private lesson with sensi sandy. it was interesting. she taught my dm7 i think it was. i don't know what to make of it. she is different. i like her.
don't know what else to say or more over i don;t know how to put it. night and loves.