better

so it's not as long as the last time. i am house sitting. grandma passed away on the 30 of dec. will have the memorial on 19. i have now started to watch tv. i have found that i can watch things that i like it can be good. i have found the bbc america. i love it. ^^ woot. have gotten tips on how to clean the house is very good. ^^ throw everything out and start over. ha ha. but i am glad that i have friends that know what it is that i'm going through and love me and tell me to call whenever. will be helping grandad to move morrow. have been having knee problems. not fun. not as tired as i used to be. still have not found a med that works for me. all make me nauseated. don't know what else to say right now. i had better intentions for this blog...but right now nothing seems to be as it should.