so i have gone back to the lady at church and am going to talk with her on saturday. she said that she was glad that i e-mailed her first because she had been thinking about me and was going to send me a line or something like that i think. hopefully this will help me tell my mom. marty and the other folks at work keep asking.
warren had his surgery on wensday. and went fine they had to graft. but he is home and sitting in the recliner doing nothing. i don't know that i could do that. it would drive me nuts not to be able to do anything.
i bought a psp from one of my co-workers. for 250, with two games and five videos. i really like it.
dinner is going to be late. mom has not started on it yet and just got done with the dishes that were left after i did them. mom is also pampering warren. which is not unsual. it's par for the course.
stick called and wondered about what was wrong a couple weeks ago. i told him that it was a schduling problem and that the person doing the schduling needs to learn that when a good employ that does not ask for much wants something like not taking a lunch adn gettin of "early" thirty minutes early cause they didn't take a lunch should not be that big of a problem. now i understand when a person who whines and complains and is always asking for something and they don't get to do that, that's fine. i'm looking for a new job. i'm going to bust my butt and find something. casue after six years of working there and not a raise in the last three. it's got to go. i understand that there's a glass ceiling there. in which no one without a penis is going to make more than X amount. but with all that i do and know how to do i should be making more than i do. i've turned into everyones hoe. for a very cheep price and i don't like it anymore.
i've got to go and help mom now with dinner. be back later.

beah

ok so mom had a bad day at work and got yelled at even though it was not her job to do what she was getting yelled at for. but anyway, we went out tonight in search of yarn for st. patty's day scarf to send to aunt sue for her raffle. and also bought so ribbon for a gift that mom is giving to her secrect red hat lady. to get us out of the house we went to a visitation. i knew the wife. the husband was who passed. i did not know him. she's a person who rang bells and does quliting at the church. she does not ring bells anymore, becasue my brother took over the bells that she liked but it is better becasue he can handle those bells better.
anywho, i sent out an e-mail to the other female that john knows and have not yet heard back from her. but i did it last night at about 12:30. so i'm not suprised that she has not responded yet. i finished reading gensis and am seven chapters into exdous. i'm happy that i actually finished a book in the bible. and the book that john has to teach with us is awesome and easy reading.
i wish that ross at the store would learn that seniority needs first pick and is used to metioning things to the person who schdules and it is done. but i'm learning. i'll get everythign written down so that he will have so much paper that he won;t know what to do.
in other news kat and i decided that we should be each others dates on valentines day. since she has never really had a non-tragic valentines day it will be good. cause nothing is expected with the two of us. just a chat between friends. don't know what else to say.

umk it's been bout a week

ok so here it is tuesday again and i'm on. but that's alright cause at least i remember to do it. i went to see Brokeback Mountation. and while there i saw jim loomis who is a member of my church and Mrs. Patterson who is the mother of twin brothers that i went to school with. what a trip. the lommis's were there to see Memiors of a Geshia. which i loved when i saw it. i had heared that Brokeback was not the best movie to see from a gay point of view. it is getting a lot of bad press i believe becasue it is about two cowboys who are gay and what society thinks of them. it was long, but if the story ended before i would not have been happy. i enjoyed the film. it was good. it resanated in me, in that i saw some of myself in them and i also saw the woman that i talked to that john tols me about in the congeration. and saw a glimpse of what her life must have been like. only she did not have an experince before she was married i assume. mom is not happy and i should go and see why. i'll write more later.