paino

ok so yesterday evening after contempary service, steve, lesile, and myself were talking about the morning service. lesile was not there but steve and i were. a performer named lisa henry came and stirred up the "froze chosen." meaning the congeration. she was fablous. she chose steve to scat with her first, then sarah, i think i came next then a girl sitting next to sarah, and then finally john. one would think that you coudl nto fit red sox into a scat but he did. he is crazy but that's part of the reason we love him. so back to after contemp, and i mentioned that i am also a musion of sorts that is very out of wak. i've not played in three years. and he is convincing me to pick it back up. so i'll break out the casio tomorrow and see what happens.

e-mail

ok so i've become addicted to e-mail. all week long i've been e-mailing a lady named carolyn from church about her thoughts and life. it's been great. i've loved every e-mail. it is a wonder. e-mail you can have a conversation without using the phone or taking up that much time. until you start waiting on the next message and when is it going to come and what is it going to say. yea it's that bad. i'm getting better. i don't now send out useless bits of mail to who ever becasue then that owuld mean that i would get mail in return. but i still enjoyed talking with carolyn. she is a joy. and a wonder.

i need to finish the blog i started the other day

ok so it's now tuesday. i apploigize for not finishing the blog i started the other day. i was e-mailing and was not going to let the person i was talking to get away. i now have a goal for the week. ha ha like it's going to happen. the goal is supposed to be that i talk with john or the person from church about getting a therapist and having them help me. it a great idea but i don't know. i understand it and why it should be them. but i don't know if i want to tell them my money situtation. but i don't really tell anyone about my money.
called stick yesterday and he called me back this morning. it was good to talk to him. mama got moved in about a six hour time period. she had everything ready and her stepdad and mom, stick and someone else packed it all up and moved her north of the river.
spent some time with jen and steve last night. i thikn jen is having second thoughts about steve. and after last night i almost am too. i wonder if kat was right. if we do need to get her away from him. he was just treating her horribly last night i thought. but that also might have been me.
on other thouhgts, "give your momma a comma." is the new ad campain for the UCC. one of the members of the church made a song for the slogan. and i heard it today. it's great and makes me laugh. and all during the song i was thinking go tuba go. kinda like hold everything i need more cow bell.
found out that aunt cindi was married before uncle buster. and that he recently killed his current wife and then himself. speaking of aunt cindi i have been thinking that i should come out to her. don't think i'll tell uncle buster but that ok casue i figure that aunt cindi will tell him anyway.
but i should end this and let you all go and do what ever it is that you do.

it's been a while

umk so it's been a while since i last posted. i am sorry. ^^;; went to church this morning did both services. the choir sounded better the second time. john's sermon was kinda long but good. had easter lunch with the family at grandma's and grandad's. dixie joined us. it was a good time. going to have a LTQ meeting on tuesday to discuss next fall. and the like.
it's weird. that everytime the person i talked to from church the ingored me now almost seeks me out and hunts me down to say hi. but it would be even more weird if she did not. i think that i saw her partner. but i'm not sure. casue i know that they walked out the door at the same timea nd the female was sorta hanging around her. but it could have been that it was just a friend. on about that same note, sharon glowed, like a thousand glow bugs lighting up the night sky. sharon wore navy blue suit with a light blue vertical striped shirt and fluffy hair.