i'm trying really hard to update more

it's been a week. i just don't know where the time goes. and then not having enough time. got my car fixed. for an arm and leg and leg and leg. apparently they are leg people. ha ha.

i have a favourite spoon. mom hates it. but that's not why i love it. i love it because it's been worn in, has a little knot design on the end and is a nice weight. it's also big.

i have now started wearing make-up. i don't know if it's going to lead anywhere but i figure that i can at lest try and make myself look better.

i am so read for julianna to be here. and so read to play with her. she is my ball-jointed-doll that is coming in march. around the twenty i think. i will have to give her up to someone else for make-up but i'm ok with that cause she'll be in the city. where i can drive to see her or look while it's going on. i've found the cutest outfit for her. it's black and red. and has music stuff on it. the name of the outfit is treble clef. ^^ it's so cute. and i don't have to worry about underwear. it comes with some. ^^ the other outfit that i am going to have will need underwear cause you shouldn't wear black under white. even if you are a doll. she is a dream of child i think what's called MSD. mini super doll. her mold is leya from dream of doll.

and once again this is a very selfish post. i do miss my co-worker who went back home and is still ill. instead of stomach flu she now has flu flu. i don't know if i could handle being sick for so long. i would at least maybe finished some projects that require time.

go vote for those of you who live in kcmo.

don't know what else to say for now. if i think of something later i'll try and post.