i told mom

ok so on monday night i told mom that i was gay. this came about becasue on sunday mom told john and kevin that she would love her children no matter what. so i also went to talk to lisa. and lisa said that i should write mom a letter and then wait and answer any questions that mom might have. so that's what i did. i wrote mom a letter saying that it was not her fault and that i still loved her. the first words out of her mouth were "i'm trying to figure out which of your friends convinced you of this." so there i am sitting across the table trying not to yell "NONE OF MY FRIENDS CONVINCED ME OF THIS." so i said "none of them." she gave me a horrid look and i said "fine all of them." and she did not like that either but she settled for that i guess. she then went on to talk about not being to male or female. and how that the gay community can still take you for a ride. and i sais to that "the rules apply?" she did not like that but also took it in stride. so that's how monday night went. sunday is another matter.
sunday i went to leavenworth after church to meet with lisa and also for a instalation. the cermomy was nice and took an hour. so i was really pushing it to make it back to the church in time to help with dinner. but i did. also during this kat calls me and says that she wants to come to church. so i have mom pick her up and i took her home. all the while at church everyone who knows that i am gay is thinking that kat and i are together. so after church and chatting with kat for three hours about i mass e-mailed everyone that i had an e-mail address for. the one that i did not i just called her the next day.
ok that's all i have energy for. post more later.