so tax day tomorrow

my brother and dad have not done their taxes. figures. wait until the last minute.

julianna came on friday. went striaght to karen's to open and meet. she has green eys just as i wanted. ^^ waiting on the wig. did figure out which to order and such. karen is posting pics as i type. or i should say photo editing and posting. it will be nice to go to wichta this weekend. and spend time with everyone.

finished my fifteen cd. it is good.

i am starting to miss being at church more than i thought that i would. i miss seeing linda whenever i would be there and she would be there too. i miss pauline, athur, mary grace, and the love that was there.

sadly not much more has gone on that i can talk about. lots of drama at church. i hope we don't get black listed. i don't think we will but i just don't know. it's been a wild ride.

the doctors think that i have asthma. the happy drugs are working very well. they are very good.

had a good time with tonight. the open and affirming task force held a dinner and then a speaker came. he was good. i enjoyed him. not what expected but good. knowing where everything in the kitchen was this evening made me miss molly and know that she was there with us. she will be forever with me. and i will always think of her in the kitchen. the dinner went well. we had enough of everything. i set up another table when i got there and that was very close to the number that we had. we had a few extra people without seats but then some of us got up nad started on cleaning up and so all was well. i wish that molly really could have been there. and in the middle i kinda felt that she was and i almost hurt that she was not there and calling me and saying my name. do this or that for me muscles. or tall thing. instead i had a new master. a kind master who didn't really know what to do with me. who was not very good at having a puppy following or taking orders. there was only one person who might have been a good master for me but they weren't in charge and didn't really know what to in the kitchen but if i had been in a relam of what she knew it would have been easy for her to do that i think. i enjoyed being with them. i will miss being in the kitchen. i will miss getting to talk. i will miss being home.