umk so it's now later in the month. i've got a office visit to the campus minister morrow. she seems really cool. i liked her when she cam to class. karen is coming home this weekend and then going back for two days and then returning for thanksgiving. charlotte is coming home in about five weeks. i can't wait. ^^ i'm so ready for everyone to be back and hang with them even for a little bit. would do so much good. not much has changed in my life. still doing ltq work and school. still have not told mom. i think i might be getting there. not sure. i'm starting to find the words. and then they leave. adn i'm getting more comfortable in not telling her. but i know that if i want to really tell anyone in the church besides jon that i will have to tell mom first. not much else to say.