i'm tired

ok it's been another two weeks since i last updated. lots of stuff has gone on and nothing at all. i visited a friend recently. took me the whole time i was there to get up enough nerve to ask if i could kiss her. so we kissed and it was awarkd and it confused her. i did not mean to confuse her. i wanted to try and clear things up. it did not work. school is almost out. i have a final on tuseday at 330. my other class is over and done with. becasue the teacher does not give tests, anymore. i am getting tired of being left holding nothing, or holding everything. so i'm going to be sunny from A Series of Unforunate Events, in the fall for anime iowa. ha ha the biggest member of the group being the smallest. but it will be fun. so i kissed my first girl. wow. but i don't think i want to take it further. but she had already thought that. i don't know what else to say. i need to find someone from out side of the group to date. but i've kinda tried that before. ha ha that worked really well. right. but it would be nice.