been a week and a day

so it's been a week and a day since i last posted. not much has happened. still working and going to school. finally got all my books for class. went to kat's last night. has a good time, we did nothing. it was a blast. i want to be wiht allyson. i don't know how she feels but it hurts everytime i am there and we don't get back together. everytime i go over there i hope that she will come over to the couch and sit next to me. and then i don't know maybe we will get back together then. i know i am just repeating my self but i just havn't gotten over her. i wish i i could know what is going on in allyson's mind. so i could fix what is going on. yes i know that we only went out for a month but i went into the relationship with a clean slate and with out any baggage. i figured that if i could do htat then we could deal with the baggage later and do it together. i don't know what else to say.